pretty down and i just want to be held. i might have to dye my hair black (again) and probably use retainers in my piercings if i dont find a job that is ok with all of that… which i dont know of any places that are so yeah idk like i finally feel ok with myself and i love my piercings a ton and when my hair was blue idk i just finally felt ok with myself and now im going to have to give that up to get a job. which i guess ill also have to hide the shaved side of my hair??? probably.
Impoverished Black and Brown communities do not exist for white people to enter, stay in for a week or so and then come out as though they’re saints because they hugged little Black and Brown kids. #stopthewhitesaviorcomplex2k14
Someone from my family called my mom asking why i was in the hospital and she told them cuz i couldnt walk/sit/stand/or even turn without being in a lot of pain and their response was “why dont you make her get a job make her do something so shes not at home all fucked up get her to stop being lazy” like um really i cant fucking move without being in pain and thats what you have to say??? Tbh i already know im going to need a job thats flexible as fuck and part time. I cant fucking get out of bed some days and i know ill have trouble finding and keeping a job. Fuck stupid ass comments from able bodied people.